Friday, August 9, 2013

Who is this person in the mirror?

I look in the mirror and I feel like all the youthful pinkness of my completion and gold in my hair have disappeared.  I feel muted and as though you can see me visibly ageing.

But with that, I feel inclined to focus more on taking care of myself, but guilty for taking time away from my other responsibilities. What kinda crap is that? 

How the hell am I supposed to teach my daughter her worth if I don't value myself enough to allow myself the time to take care of me?

So I refuse to feel guilty for the pedicure I am having as I type this. I will replace the bra that broke this week and I will not feel guilty for it.

I will start waking up early to ensure I have at least 30 minutes of "me" time before I am "mommy." You all are my witness!